Here we go again.
It is creeping towards 4 a.m. and I am more awake now than I have been all day (er, confession, since I got up at 10:30 a.m.)
So we did our much anticipated vacation last week. Good things about vacation: no alarm clock. Beautiful weather in the North Carolina Western Mountains for the first few days, it didn't top 80 degrees, which is HEAVEN to me! Lazy days, listening to my daughter and her friend laughing . . . even enjoying the rain (although I was slightly worried about the camera when we got caught in a deluge).
Iffy things about vacation . . . NO internet. In theory, this is good, right? No work. However, lots of my 'joy' is on the internet . . . blogging, researching, looking at other artists' work . . . so I felt pretty cut off.
In the end I did lots of reading. Knitting. Quiet time with the husband.
On our first day we hiked around the top of Whiteside Mountain. This was glorious. As I walked I began to notice true calmness creeping through my being. Not just physically, but mentally and emotionally. It startled me when fellow hikers said 'hi" - I was so in my inner world with nature that I was surprised anyone else was there. I found a bird on a limb overhanging a chasm and it was happily trilling . . ."helLO, here, here!" . .. seriously, and the way its' trills echoed and bounced off the rock walls - it was a chorus of heavenly proportions.
I could have stayed there listening to my singing bird friend forever. It felt great to share this with Don and the bird sang for him, too. We were worshipping nature and all that it brings.
As we descended a toursit was smoking and I wanted to scream
"Hey, a-hole, what makes you think you can smoke in my church!!!!?????"
But, I didn't. But that is how I felt. It is confirmed - Nature is where I worship and find sanctuary. It isn't in a particular building . . . all I have to do is open a window, step outside, or from my studio - look out upon the creek and hundreds year old tree . . . I dwell there, in my church . . . daily.
May nature continue to entwine me . . . all the days of my life.
Read MoreOn Reading - Gillian Flynn's "DARK PLACES"
Ok - so I bought a new book [not true: I bought about 8 new books and 5 art journals] for vacation (which doesn't start until Friday).
Here is the thing - I stayed up all night READING one of them (DarkPlaces by Gillian Flynn). It qualifies as one of those, 'perhaps someone else had a worser (I know this is bad grammar) childhood than I (I know this should say 'me'). The point is, if you can forget my bad grammar, is that it has been a long time since I have been gripped by a book in this manner. I have 'enjoyed' some and actually 'loved' others. But this one - it is like the first time I read Augusten Burrough's A WOLF AT THE TABLE or Haven Kimmel's IODINE. I was rocking, reading, and closing the book, turning off the light, turning the light back on, until 6:15 a.m.
PLEASE TELL ME I AM NOT THE ONLY PSYCHO NIGHT READER!
Hence - being in an altered state of stunned stupidity (or perhaps just otherworldness), I appeared at a 10:30 a.m. meeting with my web designer, which isn't until tomorrow. um. ding dang. I blame this fugue on my altered literary reality.
That is what I consider a good read. To be so altered that I don't know, or really give a taco, what day it is. Another sign - when you feel that you have only 2 toes on your right foot, like the main character. Check - GOOD BOOK. Sitting up rocking yourself - CHECK, good book - thanks Augusten and Haven!!
Kudos to Gillian Flynn for having the balls to write about a flawed, but -therefore- believable character.
This girl woman - Libby - is someone with twisted thinking, but is loveable at the same time.
Which, as you know - is my goal in life - to be the twisted soul that I am, but to be loveable (and, loving, of course).
So, dear readers, who are all readers yourself - tell me,
what is the last book that kept you up all night??? I'm just dying to know!
Other 'wee hours' of the morning books from my literary past:
IT, THE STAND, INSOMNIA (how Ironic) - Stephen King
I Know This Much is True - Wally Lamb
. . . . just to name a few!
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